Who's beyond proud to be an Atheist? 

This fucking heathen right here

Not only that, but I even go as far as saying religion is a detriment to society and should have BEEN outlawed. And I strongly believe that

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Sure, there are people who have used it to better their lives. A lot of these people got connected to god (side note, my word processer keeps underlining g-o-d because I'm supposed to capitalize it.....hahaha fuck you, processor) while in prison, coinciding with the hardcore religious belief that you find him when you're at your lowest. But these hypnotized porch monkeys don't seem to understand that THAT in and of itself is a problem

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Why is it that he "only seems to come" when you're at your lowest (in quotation marks because, ya know, he doesn't fucking exist)? Why does it always have to be negative shit? When you have nowhere else to turn. Already that's just control. I thought that dumb ass bible said that god was always with us and always loved us. Imagine if your parents only came around when you were struggling. What would you say about your parents eventually? They'll never give me more than I can handle. Shut up! 

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Hey wait a second? Wasn't Malcolm X killed by his own people for.......listen to me y'all. RELIGION HAS DONE WAAAAY MORE HARM THAN GOOD!

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It took me decades, literally decades, to figure out where I stood with this whole god shit. For those first decades though, I wasn't so confident in anything. Having grown up with an ultra-religious matriarch (god I hate that fucking bitch now), I was always trying to figure it out in a wasted effort to try to find something that sorry ass woman could be proud of me for. Always trying to please her and always looking for that validation from the matriarch who placed herself at the head of my life. She should have loved me for who I am, not who she wanted me to be. I will never forgive her for that among a fucking grocery list of other things

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To this day there are two things I hate with a passion. The idea of a deity and pets. Relax y'all, I don't Michael Vick the pets or anything like that. I just have a healthy resentment for both, because in my experience in the 4+ decades I've been roaming this planet, those are two things that have always gotten treated infinitely better than me. ESPECIALLY in my former family. And I see it all the time in real life too. Read an article showing someone committing any kind of violence toward an animal and read the comments. Suddenly that person is no longer even considered a human being, and people feel that it is okay to wish the evilest shit on this person. And the people are all loving the shit out of the animal and all animals. Humans seem to be aware that dogs need to be loved. But I as a human being have never felt that love in my fucking life. My daughter (as of when I was last in her life a few years ago), her mother, and the majority of the world love dogs more than people. I've even heard my coworkers say this directly in the office. Maaaan fuck them goddamn dogs. People need just as much love as dogs do (if not more), but humans always make excuses for why we can't love each other but never for those fucking dogs. It's affected me over the years, when those closest to me convey to me in no uncertain terms, that I'm not even worthy of the love a fucking dog gets. You're damn right I'm pissed. And this dog worship is not only considered okay, but it's almost cute to say. Here's more proof recently taken of this ridiculous bullshit ass practice

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There's a new game show on GSN hosted by Jaleel White (Steve Urkel from Family Matters). I'm a fan of his because while I did love Family Matters and Steve Urkel, I really became an even bigger fan following an awesome encounter between us. Our daughters were in the same swim class of this famous LA swim teacher. He sat beside me one day at their lesson and could not have been cooler. He was showing me pics on his phone and everything. And he was so amazing with my daughter after their lesson was over, that even though she had never heard of him before that day, after I explained who he was when we got back to the car, she went home that day and started binge watching Family Matters, and for a while it became her favorite show. I mean, how cool was that, right? She could say she met the guy who played what would become her favorite character on the show, and he was super fucking cool with her too. She might not ever forget that experience

 

Anyway, in addition to being a fan of his, I'm also a fan of the show, as game shows probably make up at least half of my DVR recordings, including every episode of every single version of Jeopardy. Side note: I don't know if y'all have ever heard of it, but I'm addicted to this show on Fox and Hulu that just finished its second season called The Floor. I highly recommend checking it out. The concept of Flip Side is, like on Family Feud, they poll a group of people about a particular subject. But where it differs from Feud is that they also poll the opposite group to find out the flip side of that question. The team that does the best job picking the number one answer wins. In the speed round - the final round to determine who plays in the final game for a chance to win $10k - the contestants are only given two options (instead of three in the main game) because unlike the main game there's a clock in this round. When the contestant gives an answer, if it's incorrect it will change to red. If they're correct, it changes to green. Would y'all look at this shit from one of the recent episodes I was watching?

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When the question came up, I guessed out loud in my home 'Your Spouse'. But when the contestant, Atheana, answered the question, she enthusiastically shouted "MY DOG", despite that being her husband standing right beside her. I wonder how he felt about that. Her enthusiasm in the answer prompted laughter from the audience. This shit is not okay y'all and it's not fucking cute. It really needs to stop!

 

 

 

 

Same goes for that non-existent deity. The quickest way to get a crowd of people on your side and to cheer is to mention god. I figured out in 2018 that I didn't believe. And whenever I've said it to a believer's face, ohhhhh they can't hide the fact that they want to get as far away from me as they possibly can. Hold up. Am I not still a fucking human being? Why do you get to disregard me? All these believers have the mentality that EVERYONE is supposed to not only believe like they do, but that you're supposed to commit your entire life to this non-existent deity. And if you don't, they feel they are "RIGHT", and you are "WRONG", so just like with the animal cruelty they feel it's okay to disregard you simply because you don't believe what they do. I'm sick of this shit. These MFs can blatantly disrespect me for not believing, but I can't say anything about your god without having to take shit for that. Believers are NEVER friendly to non-believers in my experience, so I don't fucking have to be friendly and polite to you about my lack of belief. I treat you with the same animosity that you treat me with. Period

 

So, in learning who I really am and diving deeper into them atheist streets, I found my comfort zone in recording two podcast about my atheism. I'll tell you right off the bat, oh they're very disrespectful to your god and to many of you believers. When I recorded it, I thought about the evil bitch that is my mother and all of her radical ideology that she forced on me as her oldest. Understand THAT'S who I'm equating with believers. Some of you believers may not have a problem with me not believing, but in my experience that's usually just not the case. I hate my mother and y'alls idea of god for the rest of my days

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If your god has a problem with anything I said, he has the power he can always shut me up. At least according to y'alls dumb ass logic

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​The two podcasts consisted of me actually reading directly from the dumb ass bible; a couple of stories from the "good book" (insert eye roll here) that I fucking hate. And I have an option to convert my written words into a podcast. I think I'm going to do that for other stories I hate in the bible

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Of fucking course god is good all the time and all the time god is good (y'all sound hypnotized btw), when y'all give him all of the credit for everything and none of the blame for anything

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I call those two podcasts The Entertaining Atheist (TEA, I'm inviting you to take a sip with me). It's not all disrespectful (although it mostly is). It's part funny, part angry, part introspective, and even imperfect in parts. But that doesn't mean I'm wrong

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And I really don't give a shit if you agree or not. This is MY truth. I don't have to hide who I am because of y'alls hurt ass feelings. Why can't you respect my side like you demand we all accept yours?

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